Fucking everything up today. Only been awake for 2 and a half hours, and I seem to have got myself blocked from my email, another one, again. My head is starting to get a stress headache, which usually means a migraine; the stress and panic are getting me into a perfect mood for depression. I just don't belong in this world day again. Probably going to throw another load of food away because I can't make myself eat.
Oh listen to me feeling sorry for myself.